akira12

Uni

2006-09-12T17:57:05Z

So off to uni soon.......wow its a bit weird part cant wait but other part just doesnt wanna leave any one spose i wont be away too long but still a bit weird. im super glad i decided to do this i think its the right choice for me.

party

2006-08-16T12:39:00Z

this thursday my rents go away so too kick off the fun and games i am havin a party on friday and sunday they are gunna be awesome nights so if u cant make one come to the other or come to both all i ask is bring some form of booze as im not made of cash all friends are welcome :-D
peace out
booxxxx

change

2006-06-19T15:07:10Z

long time no proper update so here goes.......

last night was the best night ever i had so much fun and gemma is the funnist when she is pissed and watchin her wind up jody had me and jeanie in stiches. cant wait till next time we all go out again together. cant wait till 2moz for the england game and the diamonds car park footie after the match tis gunna be awesome.

peace out boo

Yawn

2006-05-20T02:08:34Z

Its so good to know when your wanted FUCK SAKE ALL WHILE!!!!!!!!!!!!!

akira12 @ 2006-04-27T02:50:00

2006-04-27T01:53:05Z

ive been on the piss every night since it happend and its not makin things wright ive fucked things up good and proper this time and i want it all back emma i love you and you a my world. im sorry x x x

akira12 @ 2006-04-24T01:04:00

2006-04-24T00:05:29Z

drunk by the way so if the spellin mistakes throw (cos i never miss spell owt :-P) then let rip with the piss takin.

akira12 @ 2006-04-24T00:44:00

2006-04-24T00:01:04Z

i really need to sort my life out. id love to say i had a great night tonight but i cant it wasnt spent with the one i care about the most. i met up with her down notts friday and i felt like a kid again id never been so nervous i kissed her like i had a thousand times before but it made my heart skip a beat just like the first time. i really dont know what the fuck is goin on i have some people tellin me to do this with my life and others sayin do that and i really dont know what to do for me. ive allways sed that when my life takes a turn for the worst it dont do it by halfs and just latly that has come aparent. ive been the lowest of lows the last couple of weeks and the closist people to me havent even noticed, its not there fault cos i keep a brave face and allways have to protect the people im close to from feelin the shit im goin thru on top of there stuff. i dont know why im writin this now mybe i feel now its got that bit too much and i need the help of people around me. i never have before i have allways put my feelings aside to help the ones i care about but not bein able to sleep with the thoughts is just killin me and i need to get my self to a place that feels good. and the only person i wanna be with right now is too far away and that kills me. she means the world to me and i honestly think i have gone down in her eyes. on a lighter note i took my dad out 2night and it hurt me alot. i care about him alot more than he knows and i really didnt wanna leave him to go with my friend but he made me. i wih things would never change but i guess change is inevatable. ill leave who ever is reading this in peace now and ill let u know this if u can really give me what i wont in my heart dont try and fix this cos it would hurt to much to find owt i cant have it. peace out people and thanx for readin.
love boo xx

Hey come to the gig I help to organise!!!!!!!

2006-03-09T17:54:54Z

its gunna be a really fun night and we would love everyone to come.

akira12 @ 2005-12-10T03:53:00

2005-12-10T04:00:05Z

ok so nearly all my crimbo shopping done just a couple more things to get. finaly got ems pressie, thats taken a load off. its just i started worryin cos every time i had enough for it it seemed i there was somat else that needed to be brought that time, but its here now i got there in the end. cant wait to gift it her i hope she likes it. i brought my secret santa pressie for work the person i got it for is gunna love it, i hope. cant wait to c what em's got me she puts alot of thought into her pressies u know with shoppin being her experteese :P. i hope everyone is ok and im gunna wish eveyone who i wont c a happy crimbo now cos i cant c me havin time to write one of these over crimbo not with me gettin a xbox 360 ( i wish but its a hint if any one is stuck for somat to buy me lol) so i hope every one has a great crimbo and new years and i hope u all get what u want. boo xx

akira12 @ 2005-11-30T16:04:00

2005-11-30T16:11:09Z

I know i should be excited cos its nearly crimbo but it just dont feel right this year. what with the fact im gunna have to work a big part of crimbo cos of the fact i work behind a bar so that puts a dampner on things. the only thing im realy lookin forward to is exchangin gifts with emma and spending new years with her. missin her a fair bit i think its cos im not gunna c her for a while. the hole thing of college proper gettin onto us about uni is just gettin on top of me i dont know what 2 do. hopefully ill land on my feet, but if not i have some great people to pick me up if i land on my arse. i think ive finaly reach that point where you just think what the fuck am i doin. i hope things get a bit more clearer after crimbo i cant be arsed to spend all next year with this nott in my belly.

Stuff

2005-11-03T23:44:31Z

So ive left it a bit late but here is the birthday run down. Was a awesome night the group were crackin and i got very drunk. I wanna say thanks too all my friends for coming and a even bigger thank you to em, another great birthday she has gave me and i love every moment spent with her, thank you baby i love you so much. The bit after the party was a bit gay me and my dad got into a big argument which made me and em have to spend the night at my sisters. The thing that pissed me off the most about this wasnt the fact that he was mad or that he wanted to cut the internet off but the fact that i didnt get to cuddle up in bed with em that night. On sunday em gave me my present it was a wallet with zombies on :-D shes so awesome , she hate the fact im into it and how geeky i can get sometimes but she still gets me an awesome wallet yay. I had to leave her for work and when we got back we dint do much we was gunna go out but we were too tired so we just got some pizza and watched austin powers snuggled up in bed. Rest of the week has been pretty same same. Tonight me and therest of the band got together. Probly the best practise to date cos we kinda got a song started. Still havent thought of a band name spose i should start thinkin of some. Just recently started lookin at universties, its quite scary but i think im gunna do it. Hope everyone is ok, thats it from me TTFN Boo x

akira12 @ 2005-10-22T15:47:00

2005-10-22T14:54:44Z

Hey so thought i should update. Everything is goin cool, me and em are good except for me bein a nob head every know and again, college is goin well i realy enjoy it. The new band is kinda started (finaly) we practise at the gate in shirebrook on monday nights. Im happy with the line up which is me-guitar/vocals, footit-guitar, ben-drums and humpy on bass. Its my birthday party next sat (29th oct) so any one who i like that i havent told can come your inveted its at the diamonds be there for about 7 if you dont know how to get there let me know and ill tell you but your all welcome the more the merrier. Glad to be workin again it seems i realy enjoy being behind a bar.Also it feals great to have money in my pocket and be able to buy em stuff instead of her payin for me all the time that realy did my head in. anyways im off, dont forget be at my party it will be a fun piss up extravaganza
boo xx

akira12 @ 2005-07-27T19:41:00

2005-07-27T18:52:02Z

Cunt i just did a rate big entry and fuckin lost it grrrr.

We will try again.

Just finished work with our paul, wasnt the best but where else can u earn £10 an hour. My hands are sore my arms are cut but no pain no gain i guess. Felt a bit shitty of late cant sleep, cant eat and just have that genral nasty feelin. Realy wanna c em this weekend but i dont think its gunna happen meny reason are keepin us apart at the momment but at least i wont have to leave her behind when i go on holiday which is fuckin awesome. I realy cant wait to go just need to be away get my self straightend out, its gunna be so great me and em just kickin it back in cornwall. I cant wait till em's birthday and us being down cornwall gives me a chance to do something realy nice for her and show her how much she means to me. Was a bit scared cos i had no cash but ive sorted that problem now. I better get a move on im off up the dimonds to watch some bands (crap ones probly but my mates will be there so should be a laugh) dont realy wanna go but ben told me im not alowed to sit in the house on my own so :-P. I hope everyone is ok and you know where i am if u need me.

xxxBooxxx

akira12 @ 2005-07-07T01:35:00

2005-07-07T00:35:30Z

ok so i went crazy with the quiz thingys so shoot me :P

akira12 @ 2005-07-07T01:09:00

2005-07-07T00:08:49Z

Your Livejournal Final Fantasy.
LiveJournal Username
Who is your favorite Final Fantasy hero?
Inversely, who is your favorite Final Fantasy villain?
What is your weapon of choice?
Moogles or Chocobo?
So, wanna go camp Valkurm Emperor then go farm beehive chips in Giddeus?

Angsty hero with pointy hair and a MYSTERIOUS PAST.	strou
Main hero's romantic interest that can summon stuff!	erup
The diminuitive Black Mage. BLACK MAGES RAWK.	_actionaction
The rough and tumble airship captain!	_mokuso
Uh ohes! COMIC RELIEF! No one likes your character.	_highfives
The strong but silent ninja who only has three lines.	_lemonadedisco
The extremely hyper girl that can talk with animals and crap.	strou
Angry goth with a ten foot katana who wants to use the power of the planet to become a god	strou


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akira12 @ 2005-07-07T01:04:00

2005-07-07T00:04:16Z

The Big LiveJournal Fight

LiveJournal Username

Why is everyone fighting?

How does this make you feel?

Are you going to try and stop this?

Duck!

Do you know how much time it is going to take to get all this blood out of the carpet?

Do you plan on joining the fray?

Is the first one killed

erup

Strikes fear into the hearts of others with their Chainsaw of DOOM!

erup

Keeps spouting corny catchphrases

picko_thinbelly

Is surprisingly lethal with a ficus plant

funk_off

Manages to decapitate themself on accident

erup

Number of innocent bystanders slain by the fighters

Amount of propery damage the fight will cause

$388,090

Chance that you'll survive the melee

54%

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akira12 @ 2005-07-07T00:42:00

2005-07-06T23:42:14Z

Your Livejournal zombie attack.

LiveJournal Username

The name of your zombie infested home town.

Your zombie killing weapon of choice.

How much do zombies scare you?

Oh noes!!11 A zombie! What do you do?

Blasting zombies left and right with a freaking twelve guage. What do you think?

picko_thinbelly

Curled into a fetal position crying their eyes out.

_highfives

Is pwning some zombies with Don't Stop Me Now playing in the background.

picko_thinbelly

Is sitting at home watching CNN and eating ice cream.

funk_off

Get ripped to pieces by the zombies. Bummer.

_lemonadedisco

Is the zombie king who you must destroy to end the zombie menace.

erup

Number of zombies you decapitate.

600

Chances you survive the zombie swarm.

89%

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akira12 @ 2005-07-07T00:36:00

2005-07-06T23:36:22Z

Green is your Lightsaber's color.

Green is the color of nature. It symbolizes growth,
harmony, and freshness. Green has strong
emotional correspondence with safety. Green is
also commonly associated with wealth and
happiness, so someone with a green lightsaber
like yourself is a fortunate soul.

What Colored Lightsaber Would You Have?
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akira12 @ 2005-07-07T00:31:00

2005-07-06T23:31:11Z

You have a mysterious kiss. Your partner never
knows what you're going to come up with next;
this creates great excitement and arousal never
knowing what to expect. And it's sure to end
in a kiss as great as your mystery.

What kind of kiss are you?
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akira12 @ 2005-07-07T00:27:00

2005-07-06T23:27:29Z

In your eyes, people see kindness... You're just
so... so... so... Sweet! You're kind and love
to give others in need, a helping hand. You're
pretty shy but can be warm and friendly towards
those you know, and those who know you best.
Your sanctuary would just be any place that is
warm, cozy, and inviting to all people. You
love to show signs of affection to your lover
but a small simple talk does the trick as well
;) Sadly, your kindness can be used to your
disadvantage. People can use you, and take
advantage over your sweet and sensitive
mind.... But fear not! With you being so kind
and generous, people look up to you and adore
you ^-^ No one would dare hurt you because they
can't bear the thought of your sweet smile
turning into a frown :)

What Lies Behind Your Eyes?
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akira12 @ 2005-07-07T00:21:00

2005-07-06T23:21:26Z

You are Napoleon Dyanamite and a buttload of gangs
are trying to recruit you.

Which Napoleon Dynamite character are you?
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akira12 @ 2005-07-07T00:19:00

2005-07-06T23:19:34Z

*************

Your wise quote is: "The best
antiques are old friends" by Unknown...
Your buds is the source of your happiness
(maybe not all but still). Even if it's just
one, a couple or a whole group they are the
ones you can't wait to see. It does not matter
if you're shy with everyone else or not, with
them you let your true spirit shine and can be
as loud as you want. They accept you, and you
love them for that.

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akira12 @ 2005-07-07T00:09:00

2005-07-06T23:08:46Z

Aragorn

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what a night

2005-06-06T22:51:46Z

ok so last night was the last night of the swan pub the way it was. the land lady is leaving, and im sad to c her go cos she was more like a mum than a boss.we all got drunk and had a good time. but the good/bad part of the night was when i got home. i cant tell too much cos its not fair on em its her buissnes. the good part was that i dint think i could love that girl any more but after last night i do we had a really special moment and i never wont to loose this feelin she gives me. but the bad part was i found out that she is upset about some things in her life and that hurt, it hurt cos there isnt much i can do about it right now but i promised her last night i will take her away to where ever she wonts to go and i will make things better. i care about her so much it and i will do everything in my power to make her happy.

i think im rubish

2005-06-01T22:02:55Z

im a bit pissed off and bit upset, i decided that i was gunna leave in time to be able to speak to emma. so i gets home looks at the clock and thinks right em should be on, so i shoots upstairs to find that im not on the internet any more cos the stupid AOL had signed me out. so i txt em while im waitin for it to connect tellin her ill be on in a sec, but to my disapiontment she tells me shes not on. but i then thought fair doos cos BB is on and she loves it so i txt and asked if she was comin on in a bit. at this time i relise im not connecting to the internet *rage* so i txt em again i will be on in a while just need to fix my internet, she txts back im on now so im gettin even more pissed off cos i cant speak to her. so after a while of fuckin around with the bastard thing i ring ben and ask him if he is having troubles with his. no sez ben whats up with ures i tell him whats wrong and he tells me to try turnin the power off. so i do and it works i get online to find em has now gone off before i get a chance to talk 2 her. not only is she offline but for some reson i cant get thru to her mobile. so now im pissed off at the computer cos i dont want to have upset em and im upset cos i dint get to speak to her so i feel a bit rubish i think i my go down there 2moz and suprise her, spose it all depends if im wrokin our notill go find out in the mornin and c.